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Mixed up.
Well. Things have changed, I guess you could say. I’m not big on the whole optimism thing. It’s more difficult for me. But it also doesn’t help when my best friend and love is the same as me. I like having someone around me with a good vibe. It makes my day so much better. I’m just a mix of emotions right now. Angry. Upset. Happy. Angry, because I can’t come home and relax for five minutes. Nope, everyone attacks me right when I get home. Upset, because well, I have my reasons. I miss the way things used to be. Happy, because I’m finally getting a modeling job. Thanks to Kellie from my school (Paul Mitchell the school, Sterling Heights, MI), I have gotten in contact with a model trainer and she is going to set me up with meet and greets with designers.
So I guess I’m kind of lost in my own thoughts at the moment. And it doesn’t help that I only have one more chapter left in one of my favorite books. I think I might just start from the beginning and go through the whole book again.
I’ve been thinking. And I’ve realized that the happier or more positive you act towards something, the better the outcome. I can’t exactly use my personal examples. But I’ve noticed it.
